March 2011
3 posts
“To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about it, or ignore. It doesn’t leave...”
– (via eletheowl)
January 2011
1 post
June 2010
1 post
May 2010
7 posts
Don't worry about people from your past. there's a...
(via eletheowl)
“I feel like you are the reward for everything I did right in my life.”
– Then She Found Me (via julie911) (via quote-book)
Where is my reward then? haha
Some people are easy to get over; they only take a...
(via runawaytrain)
April 2010
3 posts
Tree vs Forest
Dont give up the whole forest because of one tree, dont give up on love because of one girl.
Its true. But then, there is only one YOU.
“Sometimes it’s the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.
I...”
– Keri Russell (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
March 2010
4 posts
Sometimes,
iwannasay:
amor-vincitomnia:
The more you need to say something, the less you want to say it.
Humans are weird. The more you want to do it, the less you can do it. This is what I have realise. Having something in mind. Wanting to do it. Ending up nt doing it and regret later. What contradicting mind that we have haha.
“The truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta find the ones worth...”
– Bob Marley (via eletheowl) (via iwannasay)
The Last
Walking so long, knowing its a dead end, but still continue and hit hard on the wall. Sitting down there, crying cuz pain, thinking hard, why so stupid, walking right into the wall.
Stupid Enough, stand up, walk towards the wall again. This time, it bleeds. walking out of the alley, hand pressing on head. Looking around, there are so many ways to go. Decision on whether to try again into the same...
Weird
I dont feel like doing anything. I dont want to work, study, play, slack, sleep and everything. I am feeling dam empty inside. seems like i have nothing inside my body. And the feeling is not good.
I am tired. But sleep cant cure it.
And I am a fucking loser. FUCK LA
February 2010
7 posts
Not Sad
It has been a long time since i blog here. Today finished exam. Watched Dear John. Gave me deep thoughts. And now the conversation. Makes me cry. Really cry. The feeling is undescribe-able. I am laughing. tears rolled down my cheek.
This feeling really is weird. I am kinda happy but not really the happy when i hear. Its a different happy. I cried definitely is not sad. I just don noe the feeling....
You cant make someone love you, all you can do is...
Read this from my friend’s blog. This is what I think too=D Even if the person dont realise your worth, at least you became a better person. Isnt it better than not doing anything? haha (:
Lets get back
After all the fairytales thinkings, its time for me to come back to reality. Everything that we do needs hard work and determination.
Though somethings dont work that way but I am very sure that part of that will need hard work and determination.
No matter what happen, i will still work hard=D
And I really need to grow up. And let things come and grab when the timing is correct. Not when its so...
I was punched so hard
I thought it wont be that pain. But the after effect is so pain. Looking at it, I feel more pain. It might leave a mark. Its super super super super super pain. But I know it will recover one day.
Happy?
Finally started on PROMGT and I am sort of happy? with the progress haha. Hope tmr all will be done and we can staart on airfied=DD
Spent dam alot on new clothes and shall stop spending haha.
Ate only breakfast and some snacks till now haha. not bad eh?
HAHA. Smile more ok? You look real good in smiles haha=DD
Sour
Doing great. Feeling normal. Can do it. But its kinda sour to see and hear it.
ohmans. but ohwells..
January 2010
19 posts
Twist
Taking a break from my project, I watched the latest episode of the show i had been watching the past 6 months. Expecting it to be boring towards the end, the twist came out and was totally different from the expected storyline.
Its a dam nice twist and it actually affected my feelings very very very much. Cant wait for the next episode.
“Those that matter don’t mind, and those that mind dont matter.”
– Dr Seuss (quoted by a dear, unique friend) (via amor-vincitomnia)
huh?i dont get what it means.haha!care to explain to me?lols.
(via whatevertomorrowbrings)
Hahaa it means that the people who matter dont mind, and the people who mind dont matter. Still need more elaboration ? (:
(via...
I feel more comfortable talking to strangers than...
amor-vincitomnia:
(via runawaytrain)
I do agree actually HAHA
Black and White, If not its not going to start.
Things that I must start doing now if not I GG.
Jog every alternate days.
Pushups and Situps every night.
No more than 3 meals per day.
No food after 9pm except for extreme cases.
Drink more fruit juice and eat fruits.
Start doing project and stop playing till all finish.
Reject fastfood till CNY.
Say bye to negatives and hello to confidence.
Be happy and be myself.
Start studying for...
Injection of smiles needed
I realise tumblr become somewhere that I can say all the weird or somesay, emo, stuffs. For those who dont like emo stuff, sorry man. But this shit will be gone soon i guess?
Been feeling shit this few days. Especially with projects, exams, TP, Chingay and that and more. I just hope to pause one day for me to sit there and relax. Thanks for the concern though i know mayb u din really care. but...
“Don’t know why we all hang on to something we know we’re better off letting go....”
– Persistent Love (via stillholdingitalltogether) (via thoughtsonasunday) (via thehippiegypsy) (via shorttimesecondhand) (via amor-vincitomnia) (via whatevertomorrowbrings)
I dint know acting was so miserable
I smiled and said that its normal. Giving that nothing happen face. Its alright. It dont matters. I knew it already. Come on, who you think I am? HAHAHAHA. You are so funny! I know! Ya, what to do? Ok la, i knew it long ago. Anything la. BYE! BYE! BYE!! Not realistic. I am ok. I am fine =DDDDDD.
Now you know what I meant by that.
Why
am I so scared? I am afraid of failure, afraid of losing and etc. This make me unable to try things out. When you try, you have a chance to win. But if you don even try, its a complete loss. but still, why am i so scared? -.-
As promised
I should stop eating MAC after I eat the last Macspicy till CNY starts.
Study harder for the better future.
Jog more freqently
Eat more fruit, more meat, less carbo.
Have more confidence.
Smile more=D
Earn more money.
PASS TP!!
HAHA hope I can achieve them all. I think this few days i grow up a little.And I am happy this week=DDDDD
Because this ain't survivor,
whambangslam:
And its not the survival of the fittest, wholely. Its just getting people with similiar interests together, poeple meaning people you’re close to and people you don’t normally talk to.
Its supposed to bring people closer together, not break them apart. For once, think about steeping out of your usual comfort zone, and if everyone does that, its gonna be way easier.
...
Let's see what's installed for me in the week to...
iwannasay:
Sociology ppt slides to be done
Sociology essay to be brain- processed and typed out.
Secsur part 2 presentation
Airport systems proj to be started
Airfield systems proj to be started
Project mgmt proj to be started, by first getting Microsoft Project…
Ground Handling & Op’s proj to come
Awesome eh? :)
I’m Lovin’ It!
HAHA. I LOVE THEM TOO! Oh ya, you forgot, ORGCOM....
“Sometimes, despite your best efforts otherwise, life will give you lemons. When...”
– Love Happens (via quote-book)
Just when I am thinking why there are so many lemons in 2010, this quote made me lots of lemonades=DDDDDDDD
“Sometimes, you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who...”
– Gossip Girl (via runawaytrain)
True! HAHA. Shall try it soon
I sit down and have deep thoughts
And I am so scared. Things I see, hear, know and feel. Its not good at all. I actually feel like breaking down. Just by thinking. Not that I want to emo. But it really hurts in someway or another. Its a cannot be described feeling.
Seriously, I really want to hide in one small room, enclosed, stop the time, all by myself. Because I really cant take it soon. My body is telling me that I am...
Its not a good start. I believe it will be a good...
Since 2010 starts, I have been super unlucky. Like clique cinflict, falling down, watch lost, cough and etc. its only like the 6th day of 2010.
Overslept today. But then reach school happily hee hee. No AMS lec or tut till 15 jan=D
So much to say but forgot all.
Now I got my thoughts right already and I will put in all my heart to do it=DDD
2010
Finally 2010. The year of 19. I realise I really need to grow up fast. And this year I hope I can achieve the things I want. And I will no longer run away from it. I will work hard towards it. No matter how hard it is, or how impossible it might be. GOGOGO!
The smile on your face, is the most beautiful thing.
December 2009
6 posts
Reset Button
I seriously need a reset button for my body.
I promise I..
Wont eat till so fat
Sleep early everyday
Exercise more to keep fit
Keep my face clear of pimples
But I think I need like 1000000000000 reset buttons-.-
A little sidetrack from exam
This is the scene from CS to home. On 27. This teenager quarrel with the uncle cuz uncle was like standing too mear to his GF. Then the uncle start to shout and scold.
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The conversation goes......
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Teen: Uncle, I talk to you nicely you don have to shout right?
Uncle: I STAND HERE CANNOT IS IT? I LET PEOPLE WALK NOT LIKE YOU BLOCKING THE WAY. WANT TO LOOK AT UR GF PSP GO SIT LA! I WHERE GOT SHOUT?! (There was no seat and he was literally shouting)
Teen: (Dulan alr) Uncle you don kpkb ok? I talk to you nicely you kpkb.
Uncle: (Spam alot of dialect and I cant understand. Which is very kpkb)
Teen’s GF: Eh uncle! Tiam Tiam la!
Uncle: (Continue to KPKB)
Malay guy: Eh uncle, enough la, they nv talk alr you keep kpkb. Tiam Tiam la)
Uncle: You tell me tiam tiam then you kpkb? (Continue KPKB)
Malay guy: (Talk in malay purposely cuz uncle don understand)
Uncle: I dont understand wat you talking la! (KPKB)
Random Auntie: Eh TIAM TIAM LA!
Uncle: OK I TIAM.
(Few secs of slience with some laughter)
Uncle: (KPKB)
Malay Guy: (malay words) Tiam la.
Uncle: Want fight go down la, dont talk malay i don understand.
Then my stop reach, teen + GF + malay guy all go down and uncle still KPKB LOL. Throughout the whole journey everyone was like laughing HAHA
The result of working instead of study.
Had a bad x100000 fall. Ran into a metal chain which are not visible while chasing bus. Knees hit dam hard on the chain. Flew. Face landed and act as a pivot for my whole body to flip 360degrees. bruises on elbow. 2 big lumps on knees. Face nth, miracle. The 2 lumps are making me depress. They might cost more than 50 bucks to cure. And I only earned 50 bucks plus i give up the time to study....
