I sit down and have deep thoughts
And I am so scared. Things I see, hear, know and feel. Its not good at all. I actually feel like breaking down. Just by thinking. Not that I want to emo. But it really hurts in someway or another. Its a cannot be described feeling.
Seriously, I really want to hide in one small room, enclosed, stop the time, all by myself. Because I really cant take it soon. My body is telling me that I am tired.Stop the time and let me rest somewhere. If not I think I will really die.